< solace..

could this be the birth of something beautiful..?

memories of my existence..


I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby


I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love


I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile


Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling

I'm falling


Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling


9.09.2005

rough patches


I remember telling honey about one of these spur of the moment things, that later on, surprises you that you had the capacity to think of something nice and creative..

"diamonds come from the roughest of rocks, you have to get through the rough bits to see the brilliance and beauty"


...this was describing about how we got through a few fits and petty quarrels lately, and he was assessing that its good that I could put up with him being clutsy and maybe even dense at times, as he puts up with my mood swings ^_^"

and yet here we face something bigger (supposedly), thats challenging our relationship..
some weird guy is out there warning my honey to take good care of me or he's going to get beaten up or something like that.. or maybe someone might steal me away or so.. Its not something that we should give such a big deal about since it'll only stress us out.. its as if i'd stray away from my loyalty that easily.. whatever the guy is after, he's only strengthening me and honey's relationship in the trust factor.. the more sensitive the issue, the more we want to know that each other is safe and well.. this guy is just wasting his time..


zombie

This is the last month before the finals, and so many things are coming all at once that I'm quite overwhelmed at the many things I'm forced to attempt to balance.. org activities, course responsibilities, social life, erratic schedule of hon.. and even the side issue of pam and her.. never mind..
At least buddy month is over and still I haven't been able to quite finish the plushie I'm sewing for my alay.. yey, chocolate kiss next monday..
bio majors are getting to me.. papers, chapter summaries, even chem and physics seem to be so tolling.. its amazing I'm not yet a nervous wreck.. at least my baby is there to give me a little relief (ehehehe..) from the seriousness of the matter.. at least he tries to make me sane even though I often fall asleep during our scheduled talks.. darn signal is so erratic.. plus the cold weather which makes such a perfect substitute for sleeping pills.. need to fix a study scheme that'll at least help me survive through the next following weeks... wah.... T_T""..
arghh.. darn menstrual cramps....


/// kitten

Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 9/09/2005 09:58:00 PM