< solace..

could this be the birth of something beautiful..?

memories of my existence..


I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby


I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love


I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile


Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby


This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love


Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling

I'm falling


Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling


3.22.2005

i likey! just found this while mindlessly rummaging through the rubble of virtuality..
this is so opposed to the more familiar version done by 311..

Love Song
a Perfect Circle
Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I'll have to pay
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary, I'm here to stay.
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you.
However long I stay
I will always love you.
Whatever words I say
I will always love you.
There's no choice.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I'm hopeless
Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself?
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you.
However long I stay
I will always love you.
Whatever words I say
I will always love you.
There's no choice.

this is how i felt weeks ago.. cool how i see so many things that could describe my old wasted self..
and whats good is..
i'm not hurt anymore..
i know its not me anymore..
i feel as if i've shed my shell..
of course maybe i'm not strong enough to stand on my own just yet.. but i'm getting there right.. with the help of many caring souls.. and i want them to know that all their help is appreciated..
another metamorphosis into something brilliant and enlightening..
/// kitten

Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/22/2005 11:38:00 AM

3.07.2005

who could've imagined I'd find light in my depression?
something so unique,
special and different..
something new and free..
makes me feel so revitalized..
and I don't know why..
just the mere essence of it..
mention.. thought..
its as if I'm inlove but I know I'm not..
yet..
heart racing 'cause of the discovery
that there could exist such a being..
platonic.. twist of passion..
purposely blinding and numbing the possibility of it growing..
but knowing in time that theres still the chance it could flourish..
content with the fact that
I now have someone to care for..
this is hapiness.. Ü
/// kitten

Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/07/2005 11:38:00 PM