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I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling
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12.31.2003
what should i say on the last day of the year...
uhmm..
*think think*..
ah i know!
my birthdays coming up!!!! (look at nice birthday counter somewhere on the blog)
*sweatdrop*
i wonder if anyone will remember..
its ok.. as if its anyone elses concern..
anyway.. what does it mean to have a debut?
i don't know.. its all the talk about becoming a lady.. the baby is now a lady?
ehehe..
i know another aspect where one can become a lady... *drifts off*..
but lets not get into that.. *cheeky cheeky*
hmm..
its nearing.. but i don't know if it'll mean so much.. this is like one of the times when you'd have to look back and try to make out the transition of the once flat-chested mud dwelling me.. into the.. well.. whatever i've become.. *remembers mami saying "jiggly boo-".. ejeje*
anyway..
why do they even call it a debut? debut for what.. is it a debut for entering the adult world or something?
its as if i'm not already immersed in it.. taking all these responsibilities.. knowing all these things the mind of a mere child wouldn't ever deserve to face the consequences of.. mutating into the me i'm not yet supposed to be because of all this..
dramatic no?
life is damtic anyway.. and just maybe, i'm destined to be one of those tragic heroines.. hoping for commemoration.. oh well..
why do the things i realize always come out quite depressing?
am i depressing?
or depressed..?
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 12/31/2003 11:16:00 AM
12.30.2003
~*Ü*~ yesterday was already my one year anniversary with honey!!! ~*Ü*~
not that it would mean anything to anyone else.. its not their concern anyway.. ehehe..
due to low budget.. i was only able to give him a few things as a gift.. unseemingly meaningful individually..
1. fuzzy slippers - one of my nice fetishes.. joke! i mean it represents the unique comfort he gives.. even in the most awkward of situations
2. twix bar - light and filling.. not heavy or extreme.. iow: short and sweet
3. white rabbit - one of his favorites that brings him back with a few of his childhood memories.. this represents his sentimentality..
4. choco mallows - hihih.. something that contributed to making him even more huggable.. something hard to resist.. that i hope will sort of be an inspiration to gain control and achieve our february goal Ü
5. oishi sweet and spicy potato chips - remembering the times he'd come over to hang out.. without the pressure of trying to impress.. unlike other boyfriends out there.. this represents his "laid-backness" na may unpredictable pakulo din..
6. cleene tissues travel pack - for his health.. need i have to explain?
ANYWAY.. many cool things happened that gave me temporary jubilance..
1. the cake i baked was actually appreciated.. yes.. i did bake a cake, even though it was one of those ready to mix types.. its all in the skill of estimation ehehe.. even kuya said it was good..
2. honey bought alot of oishi ridges cheese.. *yumyum*
3. he brought along nice LOTR ROTK for me to watch hihihihih...
4. he got me nice Photoshop CS for better photo editing and creation..
5. we bought a nice big jar of nata de coco.. hihihhi.. *yumyum* and some ready to cook fries.. hihihihih..
all good things have their downside..
1. honey only ate a teeny slice of the cake i baked... : (
2. i had to share my ridges.. erm.. its not really a bad thing..
3. honey fell asleep through some parts of the movie..
4. he said he was going to install painter 8 too.. but i think he forgot..
5. we weren't able to cook the fries..
oh well..
one year seems like a long time.. but the celebration seemed just like any other day when he'd come over.. its not that i don't think the day's not special.. it just seems ordinary..
maybe it just means that i shouldn't make this yet a big point in our relationship.. because bigger milestones will be encountered..
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 12/30/2003 11:16:00 AM
12.25.2003
amazing how i even remembered that this thing existed.. long vacation ne? i feel my head overflowing with things i wanted to take note of.. but since they're too many bunched up in the miniscule vessel of a skull i have.. its now all slush... can't say much...
a new idea popped up.. i don't know.. maybe its all because my id's disappointed with the gifts i got.. the superego is complacent and the ego needs an outlet..
ill be opening a nice empty blog somewhere out there that'll be my sort of wish list..
so no matter how impossible attaining my dreams and wants and maybe even needs could be, no one can stop me from dreaming them happening even if its only in my mind *nice fairy dust covers screen, tinkling sounds with nice fade out into the stars*
*sudden focus on the invisible one* nice no?
so whoever even thinks of looking at my minds clutter.. merry christmas to you.. and probably a happy new year.. not implying that the whole year will be happy for you.. share the happiness and its karma man! everyone needs to be put down to be able to reach their dreams..
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 12/25/2003 05:00:00 PM
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