| memories of my existence..
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling
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9.21.2003
ehehehhe.. due to the demand of my mami, i've actually decided to blog Ü
lets see.. what significant things have happened during my super long break from blogging?
uhm... i think its better to take this day by day.. masipag ata ako ngayon a...
September 8
uhmm... this was the day after my moms birthday.. and i think the dispute we had the day previous slowly faded.. ok, it went like this, yesterday, my brother came early in the morning. my mom just thinking about him was happy, thinking that he came so early to greet her.. with me metioning the thought, he just said: "ah, hinde, kukunin ko lang yung kotse, btw, happy birthday ma *kiss*"
ok.. that melted my moms heart... that was so sick.. and to think it confirmed my moms thoughts that the couple (my brother and his wife) were using her.. i mean, imagine spending a way load of cash on hospital bills, making the girl stay in our house and paying for every meal, cleaning after her, lending her clothes and letting her do practically anything she wanted.. after the baby was born, she showed the baby to my mom for a few hours, then said she was going to stay with her own mother for one month... like duh? so everything went domino... yesterday was me facing the incredible hulk brother of mine who was about to seriously pound me when i said he was totally mean.. so today was truce day.. and he admitted he was wrong.. haha!
September 9
today was the mob at the senate where Kiko Pangilinan challenged 5000 UP students to show up so he wouldn't pass the SB2587.. the commercialization of UP bill.. and i heard it was ugly... something about police and senate security abuse.. some students were beaten up daw.. don't know much..
September 10
this was my sister-in-laws birthday.. eheheh.. i didn't greet her... i don't think i did much except try to cram for my geology test.. which was futile since the next day i knew that something went really wrong...
September 11
this was my brothers birthday... hahah.. i didn't greet him either.. its ok, he wasn't home anyway.. well.. he was.. but i didn't see him because he was locked up in his room that morning..
anyway.. the morning went a little rough when I found out that Set 1 reporters of the group presentation didn't come up with a gimik.. i mean.. (yeah.. i just had to be the leader).. the partner of Diane didn't even tell her what the coverage of Set 1 was.. so obviously, she had no clue about what to do.. e, medyo lang the report is on monday.. and Dianes partner who knew about what to do was the first to know about two weeks earlier the mode of the division of the report.. she should of told Diane weeks earlier.. and she just had to get sick... I arranged to meet the reporters of group two on Saturday and Diane tomorrow since she was going home for the weekend for her birthday.. about her partner though.. no news.. I was also going to meet Ate Eri (my partner) for our set 3 gimik.. she was at the AME (Anime and Manga Enthusiasts) booth so i got to meet some of the AME members.. Ü might join next sem..
i knew i did bad on my geology test because i focused studying stuff that i later found out wasn't even included in the test! i thought we were supposed to study everything not taken in the first test.. so i studied.. : Volcanism, Geothermal Energy, then tidbits of Sedimentary Rocks and Metamorphism since we didn't really discuss those last two well.. then later i found out the last two were the coverage of the test! man.. everyone was dead meat.. except for the inevitable geeks-with-no-social-life-types who obviously memorized every last comma or period in the readings... ehehehe... imagine: 107%? weirdo.. ehehehe...
September 12
this was the day i was ultra worried about what to do about my Social Science group presentation... In my English class, Sir Bagulaya regretted that he wasn't able to make it to the mob on Tuesday, but confirmed that 10 students and three professors were arrested.. imagine that, the police said that the flags and banners the protesters had were weapons?!?!?!?!?! the protesters were just sitting and standing there... syempre, having fun taunting the stupid police.. yung pagkapikon just had to kick in.. fat ass Senate security started throwing punches.. now who wouldn't want to fight back? the injured were sent to PGH but the police witheld the medical legal reports... those crap politicians.. and that crappy Kiki (yeah) Pangilinan gay.. and to think he, este, it was a UP alumni... eheheh.. it was the "bloodiest" rally of UP's history.. ehehe... Diane gave me her report before math since her class was just before mine, with the same Prof Ü eheheh.. I also had to meet with ate Eri at the AME tambayan to discuss our gimik.. well.. i think it came out well.. except for the rain.. and my beginning to stink foam slippers.. ehehe.. loathe foam when it gets wet!!! ehehehe... and the oh.. glorious mud! Group meeting with those who could come tomorrow at the sunken garden grandstand..
September 13
i arrived at the meeting place at 7:30 am.. which to my surprise was occupied by the Ecosoc for some paintball wars.. crap.. it was ironic that EcoSoc was i think the Ecological Society, and about three of their girl members were puffing out more smoke thicker than burning tires and plastic.. eventually, the rest of the members came at around 8:30.. and we went to the Shopping Center to make Handouts.. the sky got darker but didn't rain yet, thankfully since we walked the whole way and back... we then opted to go to the AS since it seemed the only uilding spacious and free for visual aid making... Sweetie was coming later kluch to help me out with my visual aids Ü everyone else opted to go home and make their visual aid there.. while ate Eri had to go home early since she was feeling sick..
Honey and I had Lunch at Vinzons and he taught me how to eat atsara.. eheheh... we both ordered chicken teriyaki kase and that was the sidings.. eheh.. then we headed back to the AS and went to the vacant second floor to do our work.. and a little snuggling since it then started raining hard... freezing!
We were able to make puppets I was going to use for props... still it took a while.. I didn't mind since I was with him.. I remember him getting me a shakeys pizza and iced tea despite them being overpriced.. ehehe.. and by the way, we worked somewhat near the girls bathroom, so it wasn't surprising that when some play was over at the theatre near by, hordes of girls were passing by... hey! it wasn't his choice, its just that i needed to go to the bathroom a lot and it was the most strategic place for us.. I imagined trying to do all that group crap myself in my usual movie-director mode.. and obviously the protagonist dies in vain in the unpicturesque scene.. ehehe... buti na lang he was there...
well.. we stayed there until around 5:00pm and waited for the rain to die a bit.. and we finished the cute puppets i was going to use for my presentation.. good luck if i could pull the gimmick through..
September 14
Today was the legal day sweetie could come over.. eheheh... i was happy since everything was set for tomorrow.. i just wondered how set one was going to do their part. It just had to destroy my day.. after getting home from church... a freak just had to text me... she was the first reporter of set one. She had typhoid fever... yeah... great.. hahahaha... and she just had to text me
.."please do something about my part..."
what was i to do? i had to now type out handouts and xerox 40 copies at somewhere with a low budget.. because she just had to tell me she didn't do zilch when the report just had to be tomorrow morning... friggin loser.. oh well.. she was confined in the hospital.. its an initial reaction that i'd pity her and sympathize.. but its impossible to think she did nothing at all when she knew about the reports mechanics ahead of the rest of the group by a week!!! and she had the nerve to tell me that the day before the report.. what am i? supernerd? someone who always knows what to do?.. so of course i sulked.. and tried to do her report..
who else was i to depend on? everyone else was in their province for the weekend, that's why we had a group meeting yesterday morning.. luckily, her partner offered to help.. even though she left her book at the dorm in school and she was in bulacan for her birthday... man.. so.. there was a little time allotted for me to let out some steam..
sweetie and i along with jenny ate at burger king, with me still embarassingly sulking and red eyed like some demonic psycho... eheh.. we went home after lunch and started working on the handouts.. i mean.. numbering all the blanks.. as well as putting finishing touches on the puppets me and sweetie made yesterday..
Diane said she could make it back to school only at around 5pm, and meet up with us at 6pm...
weird.. and scary imagining U.P. at night.. ehehehehe..
on the way.. just right out of the subdivision.. it rained like heck.. soaking us.. and the stupid fx we rode going to katipunan just had to charge us extra for some stupid reason..
sweetie made me think we went right past the jeepney terminal and got me fuming, noting that the rain poured already outside and katipunan was flooded.. i was not going to walk in that.. i was at my peak i stress..
to my embarassment.. the terminal i knew was closed and was transfered to the place sweetie was making the fx stop earlier.. so i really had to say sorry for exploding in his face just a few minutes before.. along with some sulking and a hug in the jeepney we rode in katipunan.. the hug was actually dual purpose since 1. he was drenched wet and it was cold.. 2. he was sitting next to a gay (which i thought was a girl!) with the fact that he's homophobic.. i mean literally his hair stands on end when near a "bulgar" gay.. eheheh...
we got to U.P. when the rain died.. it was scary since there was still lightning which gave the old buildings in the campus a touch of more eerieness.. ehehe... we waited at the library.. yeah.. the dark library.. which had a fluorescent light where the security guard takes post..
Diane came at around 6:30.. she forgot her boarding house key and the landlady was out.. so she had to wait for a friend to open the door at from 5 to 6.. she then gave us some rushed notes and we headed home..
it was around 7:45-8 when we got home so sweetie took charge of typing.. we then had it xeroxed at a place near by.. then we ate dinner...
hay.. sweetie went on his way at around 9... which was pretty dumb of the circumstances.. since inevitably.. it would be flooded in sampaloc.. the sacrifices we had to make just for some dumb loser...
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 9/21/2003 06:03:00 PM
9.07.2003
eheheh.. i know that I should be getting ready for bed.. I admit that i guess I'll be staying up late tonight because I forgot to do my homework.. normally, this isn't really such a burden and I just end up sleeping through it, but I guess now is the time to change.. i'll think about it though since my class tomorrow is at 7am and I'm commuting since my mom doesn't know how to drive in traffic.. haay...
talking about math as such a breeze.. well.. it was kinda.. for the fact that out of my superglue friends.. (there's only three of us that had the chance of passing anyway, and our phantom extension who still is trying to pass math).. i was the only one who passed the third long exam.. by yet again a small step on the passing line.. eheheheh... it seems that i'm doing so poor in math.. but i'm proud to say i'm one of the few remaining survivors of the math 17 plague that has a death toll of 30+ or so in my class.. yeah.. they dropped the subject just this friday... eheheh.. no wonder the math building seems all the more quiet nowadays...
yesterday was the UAAP Nestle Non-stop Cheering Competition.. sweetie said that we'd meet at McDo in Cubao before the event... little did I know that there were 4 McDo's in Cubao.. one going to Espana, one in Farmers, one in Ali Mall and one near Isetan... so I just had to pick the wrong one.. I was mad since what did he expect? me to be psychic and know which one he was supposed to be in? I just sat down and waited, till he called my cell phone and told me he'd be going to the McDo I was in..
I was about to lash out at him until the sudden shift into a snuggling session.. his leg hurt for some reason and he was actually sniffling from the pain.. I didn't have the heart to ignore that and be a pain.. it so happened that he was in the McDo going to Espana.. the nearest McDo where the FX ride to Cubao would end.. since 10 o'clock... he slept at 2 am and when he woke up, there was no one nor did they leave him breakfast.. his leg started to hurt since the day previous, he had major cramps.. of course he didn't tell me so i wouldn't worry..
he even tried to pretend it was better but he was obviously holding it back.. we ended up buying Ponstan 500 for it..
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i'll continue this tomorrow...
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 9/07/2003 09:57:00 PM
9.05.2003
i miss baby... i'm sorry I had to worry you yesterday, I didn't mean to leave my cellphone at home.. its just that...
i remember this happening between us before but now the tables have turned.. coincidence..
before, we took texting as a major form of communication between us.. that's why I was upset, but now is an exception since we always don't have load..
thanks for understanding honey...
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 9/05/2003 10:46:00 PM
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