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I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling
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3.14.2003
masaya nanaman itong araw na ito, its the first friday in ages that I got to go home at regular highschool departure. No more CAT for me, but i think graduating is only the next step to something much harder... college life!.. the dreaded thing..
oh well, at least i know that I'll be getting more liberty to do stuff I want to.. especially... *ahem ahem*.. well, thats really up to me, last time was an adventure thrill.. but really worth all the tension Ü this makes me a person with dark secrets, but at least only one person knows.. to save me the hassle of feeling any guilt
any way, I at least have the chance to get to sleep earlier with only a few pending things all set for tomorrow to do.. gosh, my pre-enlistment for the university, derma appoinment and hopefully, and finally, my dental appointment, but then again, I think I'll just be going on tuesday Ü *sweatdrop*
what lies in store for the up coming monday is exciting.. the FTX, where fun is incorporated in the military exercises... nice no? the dang thing is I can't roll in the mud like what everyone else is expected to do... yeah, literally.. weird that I want to do it so much, well, its because of my allergy and I think my derma won't approve of it, the thing is that you only do this once in highschool, and thats going to be a memory wasted because I have to stand at the side while evryone is having, weirdly, fun... oh well..
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/14/2003 09:32:00 PM
3.12.2003
mao mao mao mao meyw... ~*Ü*Ü*Ü*Ü*~
kashabi kow wabs koh
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/12/2003 02:19:00 PM
amazing, today is supposedly the last academic day of highschool, and in a few days, its going to be the last of my highschool life... *sulk sulk*
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/12/2003 02:13:00 PM
3.09.2003
tomorrow is my first day of doom.. i think.. hopefully I'll be able to pass the tests tomorrow ~*Ü*~
now how was my day?
hmm... lets start it of with the fact that i woke up at around 12 noon.. now thats not so surprising, with the fact that i got to sleep at around 1 am anyway. ~*Ü*~
i remember the figure that faded away in the dark as i slowly watched him go home... i already miss him, though its only been a day since we parted.. *sigh*
ok... at around 1 this afternoon, baby called me again telling me about mami sending her a dawsons creek quote that said that something that mentioned about being cynics and why they would let their highschool memories be full of times of bitching and criticizing...
its strange why mami would send the quote only to her and not to any one else...
its kind of obvious that shes trying to let baby feel very unwanted by her.. but its sort of like the wrong timing..isn't it?
the school years about to end any way, graduation is a few weeks away and theres the posibility that we all might not see each other ever again, if not occasionally..
so why does she want to leave that impression as baby's last memory of her?
whats wrong?
its kind of obvious when you sum it all up that she doesnt like eia much..:
1. she insults baby indirectly e.g.: eia, are my eyes as puffy as yours? or eia, ang taba mo
2. she ignores eia in class, e, medyo lang they're seatmates
3. she leaves eia in the classroom to go ahead to batsy, or she lets eia go ahead to meet us, which wasn't our s.o.p.
4. rumors are reaching me that mami "badmouths" eia..
i dont want to elaborate or anything... i think its not the right time to think about these things.. my heads already in the clouds *sweatdrop*
i even forgot to get the main thing i was going out for kanina, now i don't have any stockings for tomorrows mass... but hey, at least i got a lot of snacks now to munch on while studying ~*Ü*~
i know that sweethearts going to be quite busy these following days since i know he has to make his grades quite high.. if he doesnt want to stop for a year..
i believe he can do so many things, but he lacks encouragement from anyone else but me.. but still i can say that he's amazing since with encouragement from me alone, he's already gone so far.. oh well, i've got to start studying if i don't want to become a no-brainer tomorrow ~*Ü*~
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/09/2003 08:39:00 PM
3.08.2003
amazing again, my template wont change no matter how much i try to change it....
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/08/2003 09:13:00 AM
amazing again, my template wont change no matter how much i try to change it....
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/08/2003 09:13:00 AM
amazing!
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/08/2003 09:09:00 AM
inquisitive
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/08/2003 09:07:00 AM
guess this is the start of recording my existence.. hope this is happy..
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kitten
Bitched, Ranted and Rambled on 3/08/2003 08:47:00 AM
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